everything is wrong
some people are like “you shouldnt throw the word love around so easily” but im full of love, i love so many people here. i love everyone and i need to let people know that i love them.
putting qualifiers on love is bad and it needs to stop
i hate the boundaries and qualifiers like you talk about love so freely or you can only love after x amount of time or hell i personally even contest the difference between platonic and romantic love as a hard line why do you think that romance involves someone belonging to someone else that’s so gross and heteronormative and patriarchal and frankly we should all be poly
And, of course, I’m spinning out of control and losing entire sections of my emotional stability.
and I have to go home and sit alone until the morning, when I find out if I’m going to be able to get to class in the morning
Maybe I should just watch Hannibal and listen to The Downward Spiral and…see what happens.
I’ve always thought that when sentient individuals close their eyes, they can reconstruct an image of themselves as what they think they look like.
I think that was one of the first signs that something is wrong with me, because I can’t do that. If I’m not looking into a mirror, I don’t remember what my face looks like.
❀ about me ❀
name: Cougar Draven (I…I think it is.)
single or taken: Does it matter?
eye color: blue
middle name: …
favorite color: purple
lucky number: 667
hogwarts house [x]: Ravenclaw
favorite television show: 24
favorite season: It changes every year.
describe yourself in a few words: I am this world’s reckoning, and I am afraid.
future children’s names: I will never procreate again.
meaning of your name: Gift from God, I believe.
ultimate otp: Weirdly enough, Ash/Misty.
What do you plan to/do for a living: I will build spaceships.
THIS OR THAT:
introvert or extrovert: introvert
dawn or dusk: dusk
righty or lefty: Lefty.
coffee or tea: Lately? Tea.
rain or shine: I enjoy both, but it depends on whether or not I’m outside.
reading or writing: Reading. Writing is…too hard now.
Q:I NEED UR THOUGHTS ON WHAT IS EVILLIOUS
OH I FORGOT ABOUT THIS
Nothing is okay, everything hurts, and check your notions of reality at the door; you won’t be needing them here.
Q:Fine. Then I will dig the graves of all your loved ones, until you are alone in this cold and unfeeling world.
I will share my immortality with those who truly matter.
If, after that, you still wish to dig the graves of humans, you may join me.
Q:I dig...YOUR GRAVE! MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I hate to break it to you, but I am ageless and immortal. I won’t be needing that.