luipaardjack replied to your post: Have you ever had one of those days…
Then go the Nike way and just do it. Don’t despair. You don’t know where the end is. No one knows that. You can do it, so go. Do whatever it takes. If that means taking off from the Internet for months, then do that. Your #1 priority is you.
I wish it were that easy.
Don’t get me wrong, I know what you’re saying here, and really, I wish to god I had the inner ability to just say no, I’m not going to let you beat me this time. But right now, right here, I feel like I have nothing left to fight with. There’s a certain part of me that’s almost certain that if I push myself to the end, I’ll find more to fight with, and to fight for. I’m like that, I have been for years. I don’t know how to quit, how to lay down the fight and just give up. That’s part, if not most, of why I’m still alive after all I’ve been through, I’ve put myself through.
